A brother prayed for a thunderbolt, a difficulty or some illness to make him fear God all the time. He could not believe he would ever be pardoned. In great fear, he wanted his share (Luke 15.12) of punishment here. He denied himself any rest, always lamenting (Mtt. 5.4.) Then he had a vision of a smiling Christ who raised him up and put his hand on his head and assured him of forgiveness.
"Would I who gave my blood for you not give you mercy ?" The monk returned to himself with great joy in his heart, which led to great humility and thanksgiving.
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